#h ,p]cep;ns ,af graduat+ f college1 ,i made ! big move acr ! ,*>les ,riv] 6,cambridge4 ,i 0 -plet+ a ma/]s program 9 $uc,n at ni 9 ,cambridge _h be5 l"oly4 ,my college frs _h all mov$ away 6take jobs1 s ,i fill$ my life ) t1*+1 go+ 6s*ool1 guit> lessons1 kung fu-- any?+ t kept me busy4 ,i only notic$ my l"oli;s :5 ,i didn't h "s?+ 6d1 "picul>ly at ni 6me t "s?+ 0 wr;g :5 ,i _h be5 dat+ a girl f my class =a few weeks & ,i 9vit$ h] 6my dad's home 9 ,3necticut =! week5d4 8,i'd g ) y10 %e sd1 8b x's n me y want2 x's j any"o40 ,%e 0 "r4 ,i 0 j tir$ ( hav+ no "o 6%>e ?+s )4 ,2ss 2+ l"oly1 ,i 0 broke4 ,my dad 0 pay+ = my s*ool+ & a"p;t1 & ,i felt l a sp;ge4 ,i 0 tw5ty-two ye>s old1 & x 0 hi< "t ,i 2came self-su6ici5t & 2gan mak+ a 3tribu;n 6society4 ,s1 ,i decid$ 6look =a week5d job4 ,n only wd a job give me "s sp5d+ m"oy1 b x wd al help me 6meet new p4 ,a fr told me ab a fancy hotel 9 ,h>v>d ,squ>e t 0 look+ = week5d help1 & ,i promptly s5t (f a resume3 ,bo/on ,college1 #c.a grade po9t1 d\# major1 wre/l+ t1m1 writ] ( >ticles = ,,bc's lit]>y magaz9e1 c]tifi$ scuba div]1 (fic] ( ,,bc's ,fre%man ,assi/.e ,program4 ,i got a qk response 0ph"o4 ,! sup]visor _h a front-desk job = me1 & %e want$ me 6/>t ! next ,fri"d ev5+4 ,i _h l&$ my f/ r1l pay+ job on my [n1 & ,i call$ my dad excit$ly 6let hm "k4 ,on ,fri"d nid 6! hotel 6meet ! manag]4 ,i 0 greet$ 0! desk cl]k1 :o !n 4appe>$ =a l;g "t1 & f9,y return$ )! manag]4 ,2f !y approa*$ me1 !y /ood tgr ?irty feet away1 mumbl+ back & =?4 ,! manag] ask$ me 6-e 96h] (fice1 ": %e n]v\sly expla9$ t ! job 0 no l;g] op51 t ! previ\s desk cl]k _h unexpect$ly decid$ 6/ay4 ,i didn't re,y 2lieve h]4 ,"! 0 a jumpi;s 9 h] voice1 & %e 0 alm too apologetic4 8,is "! any?+ else ,i cd d80 ,i ask$1 8l 2 a bellboy or a cl1nup p]son80 ,b despite h] apologies1 %e didn't ?9k ,i'd 2 a# 6d any?+ t 0 availa#4 ,at ! 5d ( \r %ort 3v]s,n1 %e sd1 8,0! way--t 0 a ll unfair ( y 6n tell me y 7 bl4 ,y put u all on ! spot40 8,h"o/ly10 ,i repli$1 8,i didn't ?9k x matt]$4 ,i cd h d"o ! job40 ,:at 0 ! po9t ( tell+ h] ,i _h sp5t ?ree hundr$ doll>s on a ma*9e t wd r1d me p's cr$it c>d numb]s8 ,a few "ds lat]1 my classmate & ,i walk$ 0! hotel1 & he told me ab ! help-want$ sign / po/$ on ! door4 ,=! next two weeks ,i look$ = "w at doz5s ( local busi;ses1 ) no su3ess4 ,mo/ p 7 nice1 b no job mat]ializ$4 ,4c\rag$1 ,i f9,y resolv$ t ,i wd take a di%wa%] job1 "s?+ ,i 0 sure ,i cd easily d4 ,x 0 hot "w1 ! pay 0 l\sy1 & kids 7 quitt+ all ! "t = bett] opportunities4 ,on ,satur"d1 ,i woke up e>ly & walk$ up & d[n ,h>v>d ,squ>e )a ,brl li/ ( re/aurants ) _! a4resses4 ,! f/ place ,i tri$ 0 a big re/aurant )a l>ge kit*54 ,! [n] 0 polite b expla9$ t ! kit*5 0 too big4 8,y'd lose yr way10 he sd4 8,"! >e doz5s ( cupbo>ds4 ,y'd n"e rememb] ": 6put ?+s away40 ,next1 ,i tri$ a small pizza p>lor1 ": ,i _h eat5 two "ds 2f4 ,! manag] felt ! kit*5 0 s cramp$ t ,i wd j bump 96?+s & cause 3fu.n z s]v]s hurri$ "? ! kit*51 c>ry+ l>ge h1vy trays4 ,sitt+ on a brick wall \tside ! pizza place1 ,i put my h& on my *9 & ?"\ ab _! worries4 ,my gut told me !y 7 unf.d$1 b h[ cd ,i 2 -pletely positive8 ,i _h n"e be5 a di%wa%]4 ,i did "k t "! 7 pl5ty ( p ) few skills & no $uc,n :o wdn't ev5 take a di%wa%]'s job 2c !y felt x 0 2n !m4 ,i1 on ! o!r h&1 0 will+ & eag] =! *.e 6"w1 =! opportun;y 6sp;ge (f p's dirty di%es4 ,wasn't x "s?+ ,i cd le>n1 l ,i _h le>n$ 9 hi< s*ool 6navigate ) my tray "? ! cafet]ia & le>n$ 6give t\rs (! ,bo/on ,college campus ) ,wiz>d1 ev5 po9t+ \ specific l&m>ks 6! a/oni%;t ( my gr\ps8 ,z ,i walk$ t[>d a ?ird re/aurant1 ,i told myf ! la/ two re/aurants 7 flukes & ? wd 2 ! 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[n] br"\ me 96! kit*5 & %[$ me ! belt t mov$ di%es 96! wa%+ >ea4 8,x's v easy 6br1k ^? di%es z !y -e (f ! tray1 & 2ss1 y mis--! /ory rep1t$ xf ag & ag4 ,i _h ?"\ "sh[1 t ) my =ce ( w1 ) my 9g5u;y1 ) my t5ac;y1 ,i cd ev5tu,y w9 p ov] & get :at ,i want$ \ ( life4 ,i _hn't r1liz$ "! 7 doors t wd rema9 lock$ 9 front ( me4 ,i want$ s badly 6br1k "?1 6take a batt]+ ram 6!m1 6ba% !m 96a million spl9t]s1 b ! doors 7 lock$ too securely & _! surfaces 7 imp5etra#4 ,i n"e got a di%wa%] job t ye> 9 ,cambridge1 b ,i did *oke d[n an important lesson1 t p's p]cep;ns ( \r limit,ns >e m damag+ ?an ^? limit,ns !mvs1 & x 0 ! h>de/ lesson ,i "e _h 6swall[4 ,a few weeks lat]1 :ile walk+ 6! /ore1 ,i he>d ! j+le (a dog coll> 9 front ( me & !n he>d a lady's /ra9$ voice4 8,left6 ,/raid /opp$4 ,! lady 0 alr cross+1 b "s?+ 0 wr;g4 ,i he>d ! j+l+ coll> zigza7+ >.d ! road & cd he> a c> approa*+ fa/4 ,i ?"\ ab ru%+ \1 & !n ,i he>d ! scree* ( tires z a driv] desp]ately lay on ! brakes4 ,!n x 0 sil5t1 except =! sl[ hiss ( exhau/ escap+ f ! 5g9e4 ,i imag9$ ! driv] 9side lett+ \ a deep br1? & s9k+ back 96his s1t1 "k+ t he _h n>r[ly escap$ splatt]+ a bl lady all ov] ! road4 ,!n he op5$ 8 door & ru%$ 6h] side4 8,c ,i help y80 ! driv] ask$1 & 2f he>+ h] response1 ru%$ h] acr ! /reet4 ,:5 ! c> _h driv5 away &! /reet 0 sil5t1 ,i d>t$ acr & caus 7 m]g+ f _m /range direc;ns4 ,x 0 a typical ,bo/on road1 twi/+ & turn+ & ov]lapp+ ) o!r roads4 ,only ! f/ sec;n _h a tra6ic lid ! c>s /opp+1 ,laura took my >m & we />t$ walk+4 ,i imag9$ ! amus$ />es (! driv]s /opp$ at ! lid w1v$ u >.d a %rub &a pole & we cross$ ! next sec;n1 /opp+ & />t+ z c>s :izz$ 0in front & 2h4 ,:5 we f9,y r1*$ ! la/ curb1 ,wiz>d1 s5s+ ! 5d 6his extra responsibil;y1 paus$ =a second 2f l1p+ up onto ! unusu,y tall curb4 ,i felt 8 l1p & b>ely manag$ 6cle> ! curb ) my foot1 b ,laura wasn't s =tunate4 ,%e tripp$ & sprawl$ on h] belly1 half on ! road1 half on ! curb4 ,h] cane flail$ \ ( h] h& & clatt]$ d[n ! /reet4 ,my m9d 0 scr1m+ \ 9 misdirect$ pa91 n = ,laura1 :o ,i knew 0 ,,ok1 b = my k ( all ! p :o 7 surely wit;s+ ? 4play4 ,z ,i pull$ h] up1 ,i pray$ no ,gd ,sam>itan wd ru% \ 6save u4 ,luckily h] cane 0 n too f> away & ,i f.d x a3id5t,y 0/epp+ on x1 b5d+ x slis4 ,! b1uty ( 2+ bl1 h["e1 is t s9ce y c't see any"o1 x's possi# 63v9ce yrf t !y c't see y ei4 ,p]iodic,y ,i wd -e \ ( my a"p;t & he> ,laura >gu+ ) h] dog4 ,laura's guide dog 0 a cute ll gold5 retriev]1 b %e wd d h] [n ?+--sniff crot*es1 eat banquet wi5]s (f bu6et ta#s1 run (f d[n ! /reet :5 %e 0 suppos$ 6be 8gett+ busy40 ,once ,laura ask$ me 6jo9 h] = lun* at ! local ,*9ese re/aurant4 ,! [n] 0 flu/]$1 see+ two bl p ) guide dogs walk+ t[>d 8 re/aurant4 ,he 0 "sh[ 3v9c$ t we & \r dogs cd n fit "? ! front door or d[n ! f\r /airs : l$ 96! re/aurant1 s he l$ u >.d 6! side (! re/aurant & pull$ op5 a huge g>age door us$ = groc]y trucks4 ,he>+ ! giant door roll+ up1 ,i cdn't erase ! %it-eat+ gr9 (f my face4 ,! [n]1 an old] ,*9ese man1 0 s frly & s9c]e t ,i j didn't h ! he>t 6/raie "ts :5 a p]son ne$s 6/& up & ass]t 8 "rs1 b "! >e al "ts :5 x j isn't wor? x1 :5 an amus$ smile &a %rug >e 5 =! "t 2+4 ,i knew ! next "t ,i came in1 ,i wd simply walk "? ! door & d[n ! /airs 2f he cd react4 ,t wd a3ompli% m ?an a lecture4 8,m* bett] = y10 ! [n] sd graci\sly z he pr\dly u%]$ u 9side4 ,he _h a waitress r1d u ! m5u4 ,m9dy1 ,laura's guide dog1 m/ h %[n grt 9t]e/ 9 ! plates ( food pass+ ne> u1 2c ! 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