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SURG]Y1 :5 HE R1LIZ$ T X _H _H NO E6ECT1 HE DIAGNOS$ A H]$IT>Y S5SORINEURAL HE>+ LOSS & CD D NO?+ M4 ,I REMEMB] ! DOCTOR PUTT+ 8 H& SYMPA!TIC,Y ON MY "M'S %\LD] :5 HE TOLD H] "! 0 NO?+ HE CD D4 ,WAT*+ !M1 &! EXPRES.NS ON _! FACES1 ,I REMEMB] FEEL+ T ,I 0 A S\RCE ( GRT SAD;S & 4APPO9T;T 6!M BO?4 ,!N HE RELEGAT$ U 6! BASE;T1 ": 8 NIECE 4P5S$ HE>+ AIDS4 ,! BASE;T _H A SMELL ( FAILURE P]VAD+ X4 ,! MA9 FLOOR1 ": ! DOCTORS 9 :ITE COATS MOV$ AB BRISKLY1 _H BE5 B"R1 EXCIT+1 & FULL ( HOPE4 ,! DIM BASE;T 0 N"O ( ^! ?+S4 ,2F S5D+ U D[N 6! BASE;T1 ! DOCTOR _H MUTT]$ "S?+ AB H[ HE _H RES]V,NS AB HE>+ AIDS 2C EV5TU,Y !Y CD DAMAGE ! HE>+ T 0 LEFT4 ,B1 HE TOLD U1 WE RE,Y _H NO *OICE4 ,AT ! "T1 WE CD MAKE NO S5SE ( 8 3C]NS4 ,N[ ,I R1LIZE T OV] ! YE>S1 MY HE>+ AID _H BE5 BOMB>D+ MY E>S ) HI< S.D PRESSURE LEVELS T MAY H PUT ME AT RISK ( LOS+ EV5 M HE>+ ?AN ,I WD NORM,Y H LO/4 ,! HE>+ AID ! DOCTOR'S NIECE FITT$ ME ) 9 #AIEF _H A CORD RUNN+ F MY E>PIECE 6A BOX ! SIZE (A CIG>ETTE PACKAGE1 M* L MY CO*LE> IMPLANT PROCESSOR4 ,I WORE ? K9D ( BULKY AID UNTIL MY E>LY TW5TIES :5 SMALL 2H-!-E> AIDS 2CAME P[];L 5 = ME 6USE4 ,! F/ ?+ ,I REMEMB] NOTIC+ :5 ,I />T$ WE>+ A HE>+ AID 0 T ! HE>+ AID 4P5S]'S HI< HEELS ON ! H>D TIL$ FLOOR S.D$ L\D & PI]C+4 ,?IRTY-FIVE YE>S LAT] :5 MY CO*LE> IMPLANT 0 F/ TURN$ ON1 CLATT]+ FOOT/EPS AL S.D$ T]RIBLY L\D4 ,UNLIKE A CO*LE> IMPLANT1 : GAVE ME A :OLE NEW SET ( S.DS 6HE>1 H["E1 MY HE>+ AID M]ELY AMPLIFI$ "EY?+ ON ! *.E T MY REMA9+ HE>+ MI M\LD T NE$$ 6FIT TI+ AID1 RESULT+ 9 A 3T9U\S HI<- PIT*$ FE$BACK SQU1L4 ,"EY"O ELSE 7EXCEPT "K+ FAMILY MEMB]S7 WD HOLD _! H&S OV] _! E>S & LOOK UP AT ! CEIL+ 6TRY 6LOCATE ! /RANGE NOISE4 ,B ,I WD N HE> X EV5 ?\< X 0 -+ \ ( MY [N E>S4 ,I AL REMEMB] ! 4COM=T (! BEIGE CORD SNAK+ D[N MY NECK "U MY CLO?+ 6! BOX ,I WORE 9 A POCKET 9 MY "U%IRT 7& !N LAT] 9 MY BRASSI]E 2T MY BR1/S1 ": X EV5TU,Y CAUS$ A B"O SPUR74 ,&! P9K BUTTON /ICK+ \ ( MY E>4 ,MY "M1 WANT+ 6MAKE ?+S EASI] = ME1 5C\RAG$ ME 6COV] X ALL ) L;G HAIR & HI<-NECK$ SW1T]S4 ,I ADAPT$ 6WE>+ MY HE>+ AID 6! PO9T ": ,I FELT LO/ & 4ORI5T$ )\T X1 J Z ^? :O WE> GLASSES 2COME A3U/OM$ 6SEE+ ! _W "? L5SES4 ,& ,I ADAPT$ 62COM+ PROGRESSIVELY M D1F Z ,I GREW UP1 SL[LY BUILD+ UP MY REP]TOIRE ( SKILLS & /RATEGIES1 ESPECI,Y LIPR1D+4 ,^! 7 62COME S 9GRA9$ T !Y LAT] FRU/RAT$ MY ATTEMPTS 6LI/5 )A CO*LE> IMPLANT4 ,B 2+ A# 6"U/&1 US+ MY TRICKS & /RATEGIES1 2CAME T]RIBLY PRECI\S1 EV5 Z X 2CAME TREM5D\SLY DI6ICULT4 ,I 0 DET]M9$ 62HAVE L A HE>+ P]SON4 ,T DET]M9,N TRANS=M$ 96BLU6+1 96TRY+ 6PASS1 96HID+ MY D1F;S4 ,X 2CAME A "P ( MY P]SONAL;Y1 & PROPELL$ ME EV5TU,Y T[>D A SEEM+LY SU3ESS;L ADAPT,N 62+ D1F 9 A HE>+ _W4 8,I'LL D ANY?+ 6"U/& :AT "S"O IS SAY+4 ,IF ,I H 6/& ON MY H1D 6LIP- R1D "S"O :O IS /&+ ON 8 H1D1 ,I W40 --,BONNIE ,POITRAS ,TUCK]1 PROFESSOR ( LAW1 :O 0 PROF.DLY D1F F ! AGE ( TWO & RCVD AN IMPLANT 9 ADULTHOOD ,! HE>+ TE/ T ,I _H AT ! AGE ( T5 0 ! F/ -PLETE TE/ ,I _H4 ,LOOK+ AT ! RESULTS N[1 ,I SEE CLUES 6:AT ,I CD HE> !N4 ,! TE/ RESULTS %[$ A MOD]ATE HE>+ LOSS 9 BO? E>S1 />T+ )A #CE D,B 7DECIBEL7 HE>+ LOSS 9 ! L[ FREQU5CIES4 ,? M1NT T S.DS _H 6BE L\D] ?AN #CE D,B 9 ^? FREQU5CIES 2F ,I CD HE> !M4 ,I MAY N1 = EXAMPLE1 H HE>D ! ;V 9 MY "N4 ,MY LOSS 9 ! MID FREQU5CIES SLOP$ D[N 6#GE D,B1 M1N+ ,I MAY N H HE>D A BABY CRY1 OR ! ;P OR SH S.D4 ,!N MY AUDIOGRAM DIPP$ 6A #AJJ D,B LOSS 9 ! HI< FREQU5CIES1 9DICAT+ T ,I WD N H HE>D :ISP]S1 OR ! LR ;S1 OR ! TICK+ ( MY WAT*4 ,! NORMAL ?RE%OLD LEVELS = HE>+ P1 :O HE> ALL ^! S.DS1 RANGE F #J 6#BE D,B4 ,)A HE>+ AID BOO/+ ! VOLUME ( ^! S.DS 0Z M* Z #FJ D,B1 ,I MAY H HE>D "S ( !M4 ,B ,I / MISS$ A LOT4 ,AF ! AGE ( T51 MY HE>+ SEEMS 6H RAPIDLY DET]IORAT$4 ,I DON'T H A RECORD ( MY AUDIOGRAM F MY TE5 YE>S1 B ,I SUSPECT T MY LOSS MOV$ F MOD]ATE 6PROF.D 9 MY E>LY TE5S1 S9CE ,I -PLETELY /OPP$ 2+ A# 6USE ! TELEPH"O EV5 = %ORT MESSAGES :5 ,I 0 TWELVE4 ,0! "T ,I 0 TW5TY1 MY AUDIOGRAM %[$ AN #HE D,B LOSS 9 ! L[ FREQU5CIES1 A #AJJ D,B LOSS 9 ! MID FREQU5CIES1 &A #AAJ D,B & WORSE LOSS 9 ! HI< FREQU5CIES4 ,I WD H HE>D NO SPEE* S.DS AT ALL 7)\T MY HE>+ AID7 & WD H SE5 A DOG'S M\? OP5 & CLOSE B N HE>D 8 B>K4 7,9T]E/$ R1D]S MAY WI% 6SEE A GRAPHICAL EXPLAN,N ( :AT ,I CD HE> & N HE> 9 ! FIGURE1 8,L\D;S & ,PIT* ( ,"EY"D ,S.DS0 AT ! BACK (! BOOK47 8,I N"E C1SE 6BE AMAZ$ ''' AT H[ HE DA%ES >.D ! H\SE 8S++02 AT H[ HE "U/&S BRIEF MESSAGES ON ! TELEPH"O )\T ANY O!R ASSI/.E2 AT H[ HE -ES 6F9D ME FULL ( EXCITE;T :5 HE HAS 4COV]$ "S?+ NEW T HE C HE> 7S* Z ! G5TLE CR1K+ (! REFRIG]ATOR DOOR1 ! S.D ( PEEL+ AN ORANGE1 &! *IRP+ (A CRICKET748--"M (A SIX-YE>-OLD :O HAS _H 8 IMPLANT = EIRANGE 6MEET !M4 ,^! CALLS 7 ACTU,Y Q R>E1 Z ,I CD WALK "EY": 9 ,PICTON & KNEW "EY"O4 ,H["E1 AF WE MOV$ 6,TORONTO :5 ,I 0 ELEV51 ! PH"O 2CAME M IMPORTANT1 :ILE MY HE>+ GOT PROGRESSIVELY WORSE4 ,FRS WD CALL UP 6GIVE ME -PLEX 9/RUC;NS = MEET+ !M D[NT[N4 ,!Y WD SU7E/ T WE MEET AT ! 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HI<] FREQU5CIES WD 2 \ ( MY RANGE1 & APPE> SIL5T4 ,B ) MY HE>+ AID ON1 & MY REP]TOIRE ( /RATEGIES1 ,I MANAG$ 6PASS Z HE>+ & 6ATT5D REGUL> S*OOLS1 9CLUD+ UNIV]S;Y1 & 6SP1K4 ,IF ,I _H BE5 BORN ) MY PROF.D LOSS1 R ?AN PROGRESSIVELY DEVELOP+ X1 X IS UNLIKELY T ,I WD H BE5 A# 6D ANY ( ^? ?+S4 ,C]TA9LY GR[+ UP 9 A SMALL T[N 9 ! #AIEJ;S & #AIFJ;S1 X WD H BE5 H>D]4 ,B ,I TRI$ 6D "EY?+ T A HE>+ P]SON WD D1 "S"TS AT GRT CO/1 &) MIX$ SU3ESS4 ,I AM SITT+ 9 A LECTURE HALL AT ,YORK ,UNIV]S;Y1 MY HE>T P.D+1 9 ! GRIPS ( AN ANXIETY ATTACK1 FEEL+ T ANY MO;T ,I AM GO+ 6H A HE>T ATTACK4 ,I AM TRAPP$ 9 A ROOM ( /UD5TS ALL LI/5+ ) RAPT ATT5;N 6A FAM\S PROFESSOR ^: WRIT+S ON CULTURE & HI/ORY ,I LOV$1 & :O J HAPP5S 6BE IMPOSSI# = ME 6LIPR1D4 ,HE HAS N ONLY A BIG BU%Y BE>D1 B AL A HUGE MU/A*E4 ,9 FACT 8 :OLE FACE SEEMS HI45 0HAIR4 ,I C "U/& N A ^W HE SAYS4 ,I WANT ONLY 6GET \ ( T ROOM FA/4 ,B ,I AM SITT+ 9 ! FRONT R[ 7IN VA9 HOPE ? WD HELP ME 6HE>7 & _C TRU/ MYF 6SLIP \4 ,9/1D ,I SIT "! =! REMA9D] (! 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